yo boy little bill
*looking at my posts from the past month*
There really was no reason for me to be so lovestruck with love in that time frame..
I fell in love with the weather, so I fall into love with the idea of love. Not necessarily with someone.
I’m just laughing at myself a lot right now, I get so carried away at times.
in other news, I have a date tamorrow.
Oh, boy.. Who knows how many times i’ve placed my heart on the line. Enough to turn off the charms of sweet romeo, and hard enough to make the earth flat.
Inspirational quotes are bull-shit and so are upheld beliefs in hoping and not knowing, and just holding on.. I’ve held to imaginary ties for so long it’s crossed into reality.
Only then had I cut them away.
I am not wanting to be weak in my deameanor of love, I fear my love reaches a point of fantasy, never to succumb to reality. To be honest? No one believes they deserve such a love, and it breaks me that life can’t have something like it there.
I really have a handle on my emotions, I really do.
I couldn’t help that I placed them in your awful care.
I know better now.
I guess that’s the point, right?
I mean, to understand how not to fuck up the next time around, right?
But I mean, I can’t always be keeping myself in check..
Sometimes those emotional tides need to be written..
It’s weird, emotions, they are so understandable to me and malleable and complex, they give me warmth and they help me relate.
For those of you who revel in the negative emotions, I don’t think you’re progressing, I just think you think you’re cool.
Asked by Anonymous
Are you dating anyone?